January 2011
To become indestructible you must first be...
There will be no time for us as I am left here to stay and watch you walk away, hand in hand with another you will leave my heart in the coming days. No reason to fight all the more to give in, no purpose to try I will only die from within. I wish it was so easy to let you go from my mind, to cut the ties that you have created inside. I’m better off alone if it mens hurting the ones I dear,...
It’s time to say goodbye, its time to leave you behind. You showed me how to love but you made me want to cry. You broke me apart and took part of my soul, you fractured me and left me with a hole, but there is no time to cry, no time to die, only the strength to rebuild. I will grow what you took to better my life, I’ll fix the broken pieces so i don’t have to lie. The truth is...
Behind your closed eyes is a mind beginning to die. you wear a smile on your face but only to hide disgrace. All you want to do is cry but your body tell you just to lie, all you want to do is just fly away from the world and leave it all behind. Though stuck on your two feet you begin to sigh, hoping for a better life without the need to try, but in your mind you know the truth, that nothing can...
Reblog if you wish cancer didn't exist.
I’ve lost the feeling to feel and the lie to keep me alive, I’m drenched in the pain that once took me away. I feel the hatred that takes and leaves my mind to waste, the aching pain runs through my veins and cuts me on the inside. I stop and stare to give one last glare at the work that I failed and the people I will leave behind.
I don't want to be human if you are.
We live and we die, we hate and we lie. We love and we deceive and from problems we flee. They say there is more but i do not believe. To me beauty and love will all fade away just like the forgotten souls in the withering days. There is hatred in my words that cause me to burn but i lie through my teeth to keep me tall and stern. I wait for the day that it will all go away but in my mind I fear...
Growing colder i stand here alone, wondering if there is more to the days than siting here wasting away. My smile retracts and my heart seises to beat, knowing nothing but continues defeat. I’ve become a rag doll in my weakened state as all I am will disintegrate. The violence I feel and the pain that will not heal has taken it’s tole on my withering soul as I am forced to once again...
It's not because your not with me. It's because...
Forget everything just for tonight, take the world as your own and live by your own designs. Forget the past and leave the pain behind, no more lies just live for the night. This is your life no one else’s, don’t live behind their expectations. Look past their wants and needs and create a world where you can be free.
A lie through the teeth of a heart that can not speak. The distressed nature of my soul has made me weak but I will seek to try to live for another lie. I count the days and watch the clock tick away, waiting for an answer and a pass to get through my daze. The sleepless nights and the countless plights have reminded me of forgotten sights, a face that crippled my heights and left me without a...
Staring away at time and space, wishing for life and hoping for peace. Thinking of times better had and searching for lies in your head, but the blood is on the wall and your soul has dropped to the floor, crawling away from your disgusting disgrace as you are a true credit to your race. Your face is one big cage to hide the truths within your lies, so why not just say your goodbyes as you revert...
The vicious tear, the piercing stare, I gave my heart to you but you threw it away. The supposed love that lay within your words faded away in a matter of days. I shared with you my life but in the end you took it away. Was it truly love that you gave me or was it it a lie within your head. You thrived off my attention and gave me nothing in return. Help was all i needed but you gave up on me....
Like swallowing razor blades traveling down your throat, tearing you apart from the inside out. Your falling into pieces, beyond the fray, leaving the world silent and dazed. Like nails griping into your arms your pulled away from the choices you make left to fend alone in a world that is unknown. You drop to your knees as your eyes begin to shatter, with your mind froze and your voice only a...